Getting Approved for Plastic Surgery

It's like suddenly the process of starting my doll transformation is going fast. Last week, I went to see if I am physically able to have plastic surgery. As I was at the clinic, my heart was almost pounding out of my chest. The nurse caught that, and she was a bit alarmed about my heart rate. It indicated I was not calm. I was a tad in disbelief of finally starting my living doll transformation. Yes, this is what I wanted, but I couldn't help being a little nervous.

Currently, my mother and I are looking for a plastic surgeon who would be willing to do everything I want. This is especially remove 5 ribs. Yes, I decided 5 instead of 4. Any other procedures I may need, I will continue in Japan.

I recently found out my sister owns a few Japanese magazines that shows Gyaru tutorials. So I asked to borrow them when I am putting on my makeup. I haven't been wearing my dollie clothes, but Salwar Kameez clothing. My mother insisted that I stop and start wearing my dollie stuff. I will pretty soon. It just takes so long to get ready, putting on the dresses, the makeup, the wigs and the accessories. It takes a few hours to get ready. However, this is something I know I must eventually do again in order to keep up my dollie lifestyle. It is fun to do anyway. So, I agreed to wear it for my next appointment.

I am just so glad my doll transformation is beginning now. This is an opportunity to officially brand the Tikaani Moon author brand. I will further discuss this. However, I chose to become an Ellowyne Wilde doll due to the style I like. It is elegant but yet edgy.

Writing Updates

Finally, I reread the draft to my first soon to be finished book. I found out, most of the revising was done, so I did a lot of copying and pasting to the final draft. Now, I am at the process of filling in sub scences because I am one to outline my projects.

For learning French for my series, I brushed up on my notes and the things I already learned. I understand now the importance of practicing speaking, reading and writing in this language was. Everything is coming back to me, but I am still going over my notes on the French language. I can read many French words and sentences, and I also understand audible things.

Pretty soon I will be finished and ready to get started on publishing in Japan. I find this better since in Japan, they have publishing companies that can publish different types of writing projects. For instance, the one to publish books can be the same one who can publish a manga or deal with scripts. This is not quite so in the United States.

I am just looking forward to getting everything finished.

I Might End Up Learning Russian

At first, I had no interest in learning the Russian language. That was until I began saying these weird phrases and words. Sometimes I even speak in a different language all day, unable to turn it off. Recently, my words were translated and I found out it was Russian! I am unsure how I can speak in Russian as if it's a second language to me. When I started a lesson, everything was going faster than normal. I minus well if I can learn it quickly.

I don't believe in past lives, but my mother always says things in Russian as well. Every time she sees a building or the streets of Russia, it is almost like she's been there before. Recently, my step-grandma vaguely shared how we have family in Russia. She has even given out hints my family has some Russian ancestry. This would explain my blonde hair, and European appearance. I have been wanting to ask my step-grandma more, but I am unsure if she would tell me. I really would like to know more about my family's Russian side. It would also be nice to know why my mother has memories of being in Russia before she was adopted. They were a wealthy family who she often visited like the family in the Middle East. It seems almost like my mother has lived in Russia some point in her life, of course before the adoption. She even had clothes and other things from Russia which her real family gave to her.

That would be another reason I considered learning Russian. I suppose I avoided learning Russian because of the whole adoption issue. I don't learn a language for fun though. I prefer to learn a language for a writing project or work. So, I will probably create a purpose for me to learn this language.

So soon, I will begin the process of learning Russian.

Getting Approved for Plastic Surgery

It's like suddenly the process of starting my doll transformation is going fast. Last week, I went to see if I am physically able to hav...